i told them, some of my friends about my problems nowadays. huh, i wanna forget everything. i wanna forget you. everytime i re-read our old conversation, i get upset so easily. seeing your photo in my wallet, your gifts around my bedroom, your contact in my bbm, and some things that you ever gave to me like a students card or whatever. sometimes, i get so sad but i felt sad just in the beginning. day after day, i try to forget. i try to live without you. and now you see, i'm getting better.
they told me to be patient and to move on! haha yes. actually i won't move on, but if it's the best way to forget you i'll try. at least, feeling neutral that's enough. what's neutral means? it means, i don't want to love anyone. yayaya i'm still waiting for you to come back here. ahhh i feel so peeved at you. you don't have to say or explain something by phone, cause i already knew about everything. i knew that girl, i knew since when, i knew your feelings.
my friends keep support me to live my good life. praying to Allah. and be there for me whenever i need someone to talk to with. you know what's good? they're much better than you. you? haha who are you? now, i don't even know you, dear. well, go ahead forget me and i'll do the same. just wait and see, karma loves you.
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